Wednesday, August 18, 2010

feeling a Bit weary..hmmmm

Too much has happened of late to keep my typically calmish nerves frayed. I long for peaceful, nature filled days at home. Yesterday capped this for me. Contemplating who I am at this juncture -how much more give I have in me after almost 30 years of service to others in the helping field. Last week I listened to alot of personal  stories-including major life events and struggles.I was rear ended in a small yet significant accident while on the job. the same night our pot belly  Hank somehow got stuck in a tomato cage while exploring our garden..and Stephen had to extract him with wire cutters..he is ok thanks to Stephen's quick response whew..I just finished  book called Plenitude which reminded me of values I hold dear-such as low impact on the planet with spending..looking at shorter work weeks to lessen our imprint. i am trying to urge and suport my daughter not to procrastinate re her prep for moving out at end of this summer-two weeks and this causes me some worry also ..as I am trying not to be interfering while recognising a need to curb he chaos for myself..and her.
I have two days off next week .so this is good..hopefully I can spend a bit of time gathering stray thoughts and be still enough to recapture myself..What next?.....

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